Currently Listening The Crusade By Trivium see related

You know, its not every day someone tells you they ate a cookie with a fork.  Today, I tell you I did just that.  This cookie was huge.  Big enough to fill a normal sized dinner plate.  And I had it for breakfast.  Because you see, at my college, they serve chocolate chip pancakes.  Which is, in essence, a giant friggin cookie.  My life is perfect.

Or maybe it isn't.  But its good enough for me at this point.  One thing though that ticks me off, is that I've been waiting for my damn mail to arrive for over a week now.  A week!  I need what I'm waiting for.  Which is a check.  I need it, because my money is just about run out.  Ahh... the life of a college student.

So the other night I was playing Super Metroid.  You heard me.  My one room mate brought his Super NES, which still works, and I brought a few games for it.  Super Metroid, Megaman X, NBA Jam, Alien 3, and Breath of Fire.  All awesome games.  Shame Breath of Fire doesn't work.  I love that series.  They need to come out with number 6!  Because I just beat 2 and 5 for the tenth time recently.  Anyway...  I was playing Super Metroid and I realized... I'm awesome at it.  I've gotten the best ending, which you get by speed running the game.  And I'm just too good at side scrollers like that.  Which brings me to Megaman X.  The speed run record for 100% in that game is 40+ minutes.  You know what?  I can beat that.  Because I've played through that game at least 20+ times as a kid.  Why?  Because I love Megaman games.  Especially X, which is more story driven than the original Megaman.  Sorry, but they're just better when you have a reason to blow up those robots.  Anyway, wish me luck on that.  Though it really doesn't mean anything in the long run of life.  Just a little something I want to do in my spare time.

What else?  Oh right!  I'm working on a story at the moment.  A wonderful story.  Want to read part of it?  Well here it is!  Though there isn't much to it... yet.

It was dark.  So dark.  He couldn't see anything at all.  And it felt cold too.  But his insides were burning up.  Like a glacier forming about a miniature sun.  A glacier that felt like it couldn't melt at all.

Were his eyes even open?  Things felt so out of place.  Like he was floating somewhere his body wasn't.  His mind couldn't grasp what was happening at all.  It reeled endlessly, unable to grasp anything more complicated than the simplest of questions.

"Am I dead?"

Nothing but silence answered him.  A silence that somehow felt loud.  His eardrums ached.  They ached to the point that they soon popped.  And now the silence was replaced by a dull ringing.  It stung, and added to the pain of his aching body.  Somehting wet... his ears must be bleeding.

Nothing registered in his memory at all.  His name.  Who or what he was.  Did he even exist at all?  Perhaps this was a dream.  Yet it felt so real.  Nothing but gaps filled his mind.  His whole mind felt like one big gap.  Fragments of images drifted about like fish in a water tank.

Finally he was certain.  Certain he was dead.  Was this what it was like to die?  To be suspended in nothingness?  To drift on forever, unable for anything to happen at all?  Hell would have been welcomed.  Eternal torture would at least let him know he was.  Perhaps this was hell.  His hell...

But soon he would remember.  Remember the story.  His story...

Dun dun dun!  Ok maybe not that great.  But its a start.  Everything needs to have a starting point.  And an ending point too.  Perhaps thats the ending point at the beginning, or the beginning at the ending.  Who knows.  I do!  You won't until its finished.  Which reminds me... I need to get out of the habit of not letting people see what I've written until I've finished it.  I need to get people to read my writing before its done, so they can laugh and point their fingers at me and call me crazy.  Ahh... truth is wonderful sometimes.

And I return.  I'm quite sure that no one reads this anymore, but thats not quite the point is it?  Things have been interesting to say the lease.  I've been out to Arizona and back.  Its nice there, but I certainly wouldn't want to live there for any length of time.  College has been fun.  But this is my last semester.  After this, I move in with a friend of mine and get a job.  Yup.  Its time to join the work force.  Hell if I know where I'm going to be working though.  Which reminds me.. I have to get a job this semester.  Fun.

Now to comment on that little comic project I had.  Unfortunately, I haven't worked on it anymore.  But the good news is that I still have all my resources for making it.  And hey, I've been working on my drawing.  Not that its anywhere near as good as leveL, Misfile, or Dominic Deegan.  Those are my favorites.  Not only because they're well drawn, but because they're storyline driven.  Sure those comics that just focus on comedy are funny and all.. but I like a comic thats going somewhere.  That could actually be published.  In fact, Misfile is published, as is Dominic Deegan.  And once the author of leveL finishes the redux of the first few chapters, so will his work.

Anyway, thats about it for this update.  Until next time.

Currently Listening Sing the Sorrow By A.F.I. This Time Imperfect see related

This Time Imperfect
I cannot leave here.
I cannot stay.
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say.
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.
There are no flowers, no, not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you,
Could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.
I cannot stay here.
I cannot leave.
Just like all I loved,
I'm make-believe.
Imagined heart, I disappear.
Seems no one will appear here and make me real.
There are no flowers, no, not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you,
Could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me.
I'd tell you how it haunts me.
There are no flowers, no, not this time.
There will be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these starks words I find.
I'd show a smile but I'm too weak.
I'd share with you,
Could I only speak,
Just how much this hurts me..
Just how much this hurts me..
Just how much you...
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Still not sure if I wanna talk about whats been going on.  Its rather personal, and I just don't know if I should talk about it on here.
Anyway....when I finally do get my computer back, I plan on working on my webcomic.  No more delaying.  I need to get back to it.
Anyway.... later...
 

Currently Listening The Silent Enigma By Anathema Restless Oblivion see related

Close your eyes
From blinding lies
Lay in wait
Anger for the fate

Be with me
Complacantly
Hoping for
Whats in store.

Yet tired days
They stay away
Forgotten falls
Traced through the walls

Enjoy.  New news up and coming.

"A bleak garden to cry.  When my inamorato died." - Restless Oblivion by Anathema

Currently Listening The Triptych By Demon Hunter The Tide Began to Rise see related

Dunno what I'm gonna do for thanksgiving.  My one friend was going to see about me going with him on Thanksgiving.  But I don't want to be a burden on him.

That and his dad gives me bad vibes.  The dude seems rather pissed....

Anyway, I'll see how that works out.  Hopefully it will work out fine.

Not much of an update today.  Class is starting, so I'm going.

'I found a dark, infernal place I don't want to face anymore.  Somehow, I won't stop feeding the pain.  My heart's just the same as before.' The Tide Began to Rise by Demon Hunter